Blue Moments
- Sitting around, wondering how all that things just happened.
Seeing people talking and laughing, being a piece of it.
Colors of purple and green, hiding in sunlight.
Moving on to you, turning gray.
Thinking of the direction life took, and feeling blue.
Always thought to know where it would end, but lost track.
How to know who you are, without knowing who you’ve been.
There was screaming in the beginning, but now it is only absence.
No inner voice anymore, which tells you to follow.
It’s like being a bystander, but still hoping to become an actor.
Frozen, hurt inside the soul, that very part what was always you.
Enemies inside, enemies outside, no path to walk secure.
Just feeling left from people you thought, would fight for your rights.
And finally realizing that nobody ever fought for you out of love, real love.
Always had ulterior motives and never were interested in you.
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